That day the weather was not so hot as usual in Wales, and I was on the way to London Heathrow airport by coach. When the coach stopped at Newport bus station, a BBC boy caught my eyes by saying the words "May I sit here?" in a sweet, low voice. For practicing my awful English, I decided to talk with him. He was an outgoing and attentive person with a good-looking face. We spent a happy time together during the trip. When we arrived at the airport, he helped me with the check-in and also the time when I was struggling with the words the stewardess asking me. He helped me to pack up my luggage. He bought me the diet coke for he noticed that I didn't care for sugar. I was so happy with his caring about my tiny little hobby. I was glad that he helped me and cared about me. He has such a sunny smile and I thought he was a good guy.
As we all needed to go through the security inspection, he told me that I needed to throw my fragrance away for there was a bomb not long ago happened at the airpot. It really sounded like a bolt out of the blue. And my tears nearly couldn't be hold. As I was watching him threw my favorite perfume away, suddently I felt very angry about that and I thought he was cheating me, playing on me like a fool. I had trusted him so much, as a stranger!
My wallet dropped off several times during the way to Terminal 3 and he asked me, "Are you OK? Are you nervous?" No I am not nervous. I said to myself. I just feel sorrow and I think you are fooling with me. Left him alone in the airport lounge, I walked around by myself. Chanel, Dior, Givenchy these surrounding at the tax-free airport shops couldn't attract my attention as usual. What happen to me? It's not just a lost-perfume thing. And what the hell am I sad about? Am I sad with ...HIM? Maybe I am disappoint at...HIM.
But at the end when I was on the plane I couldn't help thinking of him. Yes, actually he did nothing wrong. Maybe he is a good guy. Maybe he didn't cheat on me. But all I thinking about now is I miss him so badly. And all the thing left is the song singing by James blunt, You are beautiful, Maybe this romance will last a long time in my memory. Maybe, it's maybe.
James Blunt sang the songs times and times again at this sorrow night, outside the window was the endless darkness. The plane were taking me along to my home now, and I would never see him again. Never in this lifetime.

"you are beautiful/you are beautiful/you are beautiful it's true/I saw your face in a crowded place/and I don't know what to do/cause I'll never be with you/and it's the to face the truth/I will never be with you..."

I haven't been to class on time for 2 weeks!!!! I don't want to be a lazy student!!! Besides, I wish I can do well and stay here 1 year later!! I can't forgive myself any longer!!! I feel guity now!!!
Oh...God I swear I won't be like this next time!!